Friday, December 28, 2007

So much to reflect on.

Last 3 days to 2008. Ask if i had achieved the resolutions set for 2007?

I really dont know, or in fact i can't remember. 2007 came? and it's leaving soon. oh that thought of how time had zoom pass me is scary. that's all i remembered.

Reflecting on the past year, many things around me had changed. there were new borns in the family. there were people that leave us. There were uncles whom used to be distanced, had become closer, there was uncle who supposed to be uncle but are now becoming strangers.

A trip to Penang, seeing the closeness of family ties even when they were seperated in land, how come it's so hard to find in singapore when we are merely seperated by drains and roads. It just makes me reflect what makes my family member not to treasure such an important relationship that money can't buy. Why is money always the root of problems.

A busy year in 2007 didn't gave me much time to think. It was all about doing. FYP, 2 months of attachment, assignments, musical involvement. No time for marathon, no time for fun no time for friends and family.

the first grandma death ani everyone gathered at my house. we prayed together as a family. How many of grandma death ani will everyone in the family remember and initiate to pray? will the next ani be the same, or will they just slowly forget her. till today her face remains vividly in my mind. all the happenings on the day that she passed away remains in my head, maybe that day will never be forgotten.

Progress of FYP had its up and down too. Nothing much to say, just hope that it'll all end soon. One year is just too long, already losing the interest and motivation to work on it anymore.

Models assignment is driving me crazy. Reflection is driving me nuts. Portfolio is a complete waste of my time too.

Sometimes the mixed feeling comes over me when i think about 2008, then i hope 2007 does go. Yet, if 2007 stays, i'll be stuck with all the models and portfolio assignment which i'm really dreading to complete them.

I just wanna have plain classes like (Quiz) and (flower biscuit) lessons. Those memories of open no., having class on the field and in the pool, having class in the lab where you can choose to sit anywhere you like. Just lesson without exams is fine with me.

I'll always miss my OT student life. It's really a major life changing event of my life.

3 years of OT student life will be ending soon, seems like yesterday i just collected my As results.hahaha...

I just wanna go on holiday now...

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

what a reflective post.
Still have time to reflect on life and not Models assignment?
Same here, I had time to do online shopping but no Models Assignment and Portfolio..haha

peg said...

Your grandma pass away? Which one? The one you're close to ah.

Anyway hope that you are doing well. Sorry haven't been keeping in touch much. By the way, saw kenrick recently in NUS =) Heard you are going to wk in ttsh?

Do keep in touch k. and do take care!