Haven't got a time to breath since school started again just about 4 weeks ago.
I just can't believe how time just zoom past us these days.
Next week i'll be back on attachment again, and this time i'll be facing the kids.
Not that I dont like them. But what if they dont like me? haha
Anyway I'm all ready for the challange ahead to be in the Paedatrics setting alone.
Today is the start of my study week..
So many things going thru my mind, so difficult to settle down to study.
As i celebrate my friend's 21st birthday, as I finished my semester last week, as the lecturers summed up the lecture..
I just start to define my path/future again.
Why am I in the case i'm?
Looking as the seniors graduating in April/May, and thinking that i'll be my turn next. I wonder where will i be heading to?
Who will I become after the 3 years of life-changing learning experience?
Lotsa questions, but hard to answer.
As i looked back upon what I had accomplished so far, the places that I had been to, the pple I had met, the lifes I had changed (Regardless better or worst, i dont know myself either), am i a changed person now.
As i gathered with my pri school mates, looking back at the silly times when we do silly things, and now where everyone had turned mature with a different thinking and principles about their life. Are we still the same?
The only constant is change, what an irony, I that what life's all about.
Random thoughts.. incoherent thoughts.. Must be the lecture on spirituality, the best practice service for palliative care and the book 'tuesday with morrie' that is making me reflect so hard.
Time to hit the books again.
and just let me live with my feelings this time, without thinking.
Can life be like a bed of roses?
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