HAPPY and CONTENTED

After the last birthday celebration.

I started my attachment on monday.

Early intervention programme for infants and children.

Don't worry. I haven't jump course to Early childhood, still an OT student.

Basically, now i see children everyday. 7 days in a week.

Monday to Friday, children from the center, cheerily and bubbly, some teary and clumsy.

Saturday, active children in gym, have his own character and never able to manipulate him into my way.

Sunday, that smartie monster, natnat, who just can't stop talking or even sit down quietly unless she's eating. And even so she still need to talk when she's eating.

That's my life for the next 6 weeks. Even though it's only the beginning, i'm hoping that this can last forever.

I can understand how the mother feels so heart pain when they hear their precious child cries...

Sometimes, i admire mother who let their child continue with therapy even though the child is alr crying her lungs out.

But at the end of the day, it all pays off..

Cos you just earn a simple, innocent smile from the child.

That makes all the pain go away.

Today, that child who cried in session, said 'byebye' to me, and gave me a nice big smile (i can even see her teeth).

Life is just so Simple!! life is just so Beautiful like James Blunt had sang it.

I'm loving it.

it's been a long time

Finally, i'm posting again..

Haven't got a time to breath since school started again just about 4 weeks ago.

I just can't believe how time just zoom past us these days.

Next week i'll be back on attachment again, and this time i'll be facing the kids.

Not that I dont like them. But what if they dont like me? haha

Anyway I'm all ready for the challange ahead to be in the Paedatrics setting alone.

Today is the start of my study week..

So many things going thru my mind, so difficult to settle down to study.

As i celebrate my friend's 21st birthday, as I finished my semester last week, as the lecturers summed up the lecture..

I just start to define my path/future again.

Why am I in the case i'm?

Looking as the seniors graduating in April/May, and thinking that i'll be my turn next. I wonder where will i be heading to?

Who will I become after the 3 years of life-changing learning experience?

Lotsa questions, but hard to answer.

As i looked back upon what I had accomplished so far, the places that I had been to, the pple I had met, the lifes I had changed (Regardless better or worst, i dont know myself either), am i a changed person now.

As i gathered with my pri school mates, looking back at the silly times when we do silly things, and now where everyone had turned mature with a different thinking and principles about their life. Are we still the same?

The only constant is change, what an irony, I that what life's all about.

Random thoughts.. incoherent thoughts.. Must be the lecture on spirituality, the best practice service for palliative care and the book 'tuesday with morrie' that is making me reflect so hard.

Time to hit the books again.
and just let me live with my feelings this time, without thinking.

Can life be like a bed of roses?