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Today, I Miss Him...

basically, i'm feeling blue and my mood is grey..

I feel weak and tired..

I just don't feel like moving at all..

Preoccupied thoughts flowing out of my mind,

3rd order neurons flowing, but 1st order motor neuron not responding at all..

Not even reflexes are working...

Life has momentarily stop. I just wish to stop forever..

Life in sch is really stressing me out..

Life without him seems to be turning gray..

Lastly Life is not beautiful anymore..

Reports and more reports dateline to meet.

Not last minutes,has been pacing myself,

but still not meeting target.. How low efficient I'm.

Although my dearest hp had been missing for a few weeks,

i still miss it alot.

Haiz, Life has no colour anymore...

Last week dinner together,

this week dinner on my own.

Last week should have just stop at last week..

I wish for holidays to come.

I'm breaking down soon...

Accumulated tears are flowing out of the lacrimal gland,

seems like that is a blockage of lacrimal duct,

coz tears can't be absorbed, and it just can't stop.

I'm not strong anymore.

Today, I Miss Him...