Just missing you

I'm Missing You!

It's raining cats and dogs early in the morning at 8am. I got up to realise i forgot to set my alarm clock.. everything is starting to not go right. Then i realise i'm gng to sch later at 10.which means i only left with 2 hrs to revise my work.
But it started raining cats and dogs, not tat i don't like rainy days when i was just complaining that the weather is so humid last night tat it made me restless.. but then i don't like to drive in rainy days.So ma fan, especially when the aircon is not working so well. oh dear.i can see trouble coming.
Anyway, he finish his first paper yesterday, first thing he told me was "no hope".. How pessimistic can you get my dear.. and continue to say he only know how to solve it when he walks out of the exam hall..oh dear. can you tell me what's wrong? too stress? mental block?
Anyway i think we should just concentrate on the other 2 papers, as long as you tried your best already. There is no regrets even the results didn't turn out to be excellent. But i know you'll still pull thru coz you are such a lucky chap. God's with you as long as you pray to him.
Can't wait for you to return in exactly a wk's time and we can be off to Batam. I hope it doesn't rain cats and dogs in Batam too, coz i dun wann be stuck in the shelter.. i want the sun to relax and shower me with warmth.. and with you around, i'm such a fortunate girl.. I wanna go soak in the sun,and enjoy cable skiing, parasailing, and even bungee jumping if you dare. I wanna do all the ACTION there if i can. Although it's just one night out, i think it's enough to just let me recharge and get ready for the next term.
Really feel burned out this hols. Having some activities almost everyday, can't really settle down to do my work too. and now, i'm blogging.. wad the hell.. i just miss JC or Secondary sch hols when i can just go band and band everyday. and leave my work and revision to last min or late at night and i'll still feel full of energy to study.. but now, as sun goes down, my morale and energy goes down with the sun. Especially now that there's no sun, my energy is not up too.. oh dear... i only have one more wk to complete so many things.. i don't have time.
I just wish every hols i can be there with you, with this rainy feeling, i just miss you even more. I wish we can be next to each other and give each other warmth. Looking at all the past photos that we took together, i just wanna cry it out and cry to my eyes swell so that you can come back to me.. but it's not going to work. I know i have to complete my work by 1 wks time, but the intrinsic motivation is not there yet. How??
Someone pls push me, and ask me to wake up!