1 and 1/2 days more to go. . .

This is a song i wanna sing to all of ya.

First

I was afraid

I was petrified

Kept thinking I could never live

without a cert in my life

But I spent so many nights

thinking how you did me wrong

I grew strong

I learned how to carry on

and so you're back

from Cambridge (England)

I just walked in to find you here

with that blank look on the table the result slip)

I should have changed my stupid answer

I should have made you leave the answerkeys

If I had known for just one second

you'd be back to bother me

Go on now go walk out the door

just turn around now

'cause you're not welcome anymore

weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with grade Fs

you think I'd crumble

you think I'd lay down and die

Oh no, not I

I will survive

as long as i know how to study

I know I will stay alive

I've got all my life to study

I've got all my love to mug

and I'll survive

I will survive

It took all the strength I had

not to fall apart

kept trying hard to mend

the pieces of my broken heart

and I spent oh so many nights

just feeling sorry for myself

I used to cry

Now I hold my head up high

and you see me

somebody new

I'm not that chained up little person

still in love with you

and so you felt like dropping in

and just expect me to be free

now I'm saving all my time

for something waiting for me

(Chorus)

hey friends, long time no blog le.. kinda missing in action too.. i'm anxious, i'm worried, i'm afraid, i'm petrified, i'm lost, i'm feeling all alone, i'm horrified, i'm terrified... wadever u can think of.. i hate this feeling, i hate to be kept in the dark. See ya all on JUDGEMENT DAY (4th March 2005).. let's pray: We'll walk in and out of school gracefully! aH man!