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haSn't bEen feelIng very alRight since i stopped working last tuesday, have a fever and flu on wednesday, so i can't go out with my colleauges for dinner, den i stayed in bed the whole day..
got a little better, den dunno wad to do for the rest of the week .. felt tat it's long and boring..
went to the addidas sale, bump into so many pple, got ah dog, elna, quanju and the bballers.. ahhah.. ask me join them again after i'm out of the hall.. AM i SIAO.. hahah

I wan to qoute frm kevin,'' BLUE IS MY MIDDLE NAME''.. hahhaha..k, wadever it is, hope my posting come out soon, coz i haven't decided which course to choose in UNI, every course tat i wanna get in seems out of reach.. sucks la.. so i tot ABB was satifying, but it a very very very average score, and i really dunno where i can go with this result, without bio in JC, damn it, i kinda regreted not appealing for it den, now i have slim chance in life science, and biological science, and totally no hope for pharmacy la. haix... forget it.. i'll try chem engi, if not i'll just go eat shit and die. omg, i sound so pessimistic.. this is just not the usual crazy ah hui... hahah.. got possessed!!...

logging out here.. see ya all another time!tc , tata

tHank gOd for AnswEring my PrayER

i belIeve it hasn't been an easy week for any1 of us. yeS, dead worried abt our results, den dead sad abt our results, or dead happy with your results. which one are you?

it was a damn freaking moment of my life, my teacher, Mr Peh was suppose to tell me whether i passed my GP (a damn important subject dat i can't afford to fail) in the morning before collecting my result.hahah.. but guess wad, he din sMS me at all.. tat freak me out, or any1 who were in my shoe, my heart will thumping at my throat..

my CT, micheal taN came back personally to hand our result slip onto our hands, he din not comment anything, and i dunno if he was suppose to.. but he said jokingly, be prepared to rush to the GO later okie.. to retake A level.. hhahah
damn him la. have faIth in us man, his Class somemore lehz..

3 or more distinction holders' name were called out, and i'm not one of them, sucks.. my heart started to jump even faster, wad if i fail my As.. damn it man, i was cursing there.. hoping tat my name will be called out next. hahah.. anyway when i got the results in my hand, i jumped up. not sad, but happy.and most importantly, i'm satified, effort was not drained down after all...

Most importantly, i had proven to everyone who thinks i can't make it.. Who say i can date when i'm schooling.. who say having a bf when u are 17 or 18 is a bad influence..

dear juniors out there.. i'm not saying tat having a bf is right, but having a bf/gf who supports you, encourages you, and sometimes pushes you is good.. peer pressure is an important factor in my academic success... mainly coming frm Joanne Lee, a classmate of mine, and i guess an imposter of LIm hUI huI,which is me. take same sub as me in secondary sch and junior college.. always trying to win me in all the subjects and all major exams.. den later wan to go same college as me whn we completed our O level, now wan follow me to any uni course i'm taking ba.. she has been pestering me asking me where i wanna go.. so irritated by her.. can't she just stop there.. there's a limit you know.. anyway will be damn busy this week trying to register for my Occ therapy course in NYp.. haven't tot of a uni course as my backup.. and gng to send all my application for scholarship asap.. I hope god will guide me thru once more!! tHanks God!!!

aLso wanna thank my family and friends for beening so supportive during my 2 years in JC. and also my dear kenrick for supporting me, and encouraging me all the time, and push me beyond my limits at times of studies.. and also to joanne, thanks ah.. stop following me can...

lastly, to LIM POW HOW,if u have not asked me back for so many counsultation with ya, i bet i'll make it for my GP.. so thanks alot.. haven't got a chance to see ya in sch tat day, but i'll go back to visit. i promise!!

I love SAJC, I'm a SaInt.
Once a Saint, Always a Saint!!
''Up and On''

1 and 1/2 days more to go. . .

This is a song i wanna sing to all of ya.

First

I was afraid

I was petrified

Kept thinking I could never live

without a cert in my life

But I spent so many nights

thinking how you did me wrong

I grew strong

I learned how to carry on

and so you're back

from Cambridge (England)

I just walked in to find you here

with that blank look on the table the result slip)

I should have changed my stupid answer

I should have made you leave the answerkeys

If I had known for just one second

you'd be back to bother me

Go on now go walk out the door

just turn around now

'cause you're not welcome anymore

weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with grade Fs

you think I'd crumble

you think I'd lay down and die

Oh no, not I

I will survive

as long as i know how to study

I know I will stay alive

I've got all my life to study

I've got all my love to mug

and I'll survive

I will survive

It took all the strength I had

not to fall apart

kept trying hard to mend

the pieces of my broken heart

and I spent oh so many nights

just feeling sorry for myself

I used to cry

Now I hold my head up high

and you see me

somebody new

I'm not that chained up little person

still in love with you

and so you felt like dropping in

and just expect me to be free

now I'm saving all my time

for something waiting for me

(Chorus)

hey friends, long time no blog le.. kinda missing in action too.. i'm anxious, i'm worried, i'm afraid, i'm petrified, i'm lost, i'm feeling all alone, i'm horrified, i'm terrified... wadever u can think of.. i hate this feeling, i hate to be kept in the dark. See ya all on JUDGEMENT DAY (4th March 2005).. let's pray: We'll walk in and out of school gracefully! aH man!