When one day you felt neglected by the one you always want attention from, then take a step back. Have you already neglected the other loved ones around YOU?
Exactly, they feel that you had neglected them, forgotten about them. And consequently, we start to drift apart.
Everything in this world happens for a reason, and create a reason for the other things to happen. Just like a chemical reaction, one leads to the other. And Consequently, all this happenings turn back on you again.
I asked if it's ok to feel unprivilaged after being together for a long long time? Is it ok to feel that you don't deserve all the love and care from the person you thought of spending the rest of your life together?
Is it ok to just accept what things had become to be and leave it as it is? Or work harder for what you want to happen?
As I proceed into my last year of Dip study, you tend to do more reflection on action because you wanna start reflecting in action after you graduate. haha.. It might sound difficult, but a Good therapist should be able to do that, I think.
As god's words is speaking to me each day, I feel 'hope' and 'prayers' working.