Sunday, December 25, 2005

all i want for christmas is you..

i can feel it coming.that bad omen..
blogging on christmas night makes me feel all alone again.
although i spent a day with him, i don't feel his presence.
although i got to see him the whole day, i felt that i only see him for a few hours.
where had he gone..
shakespears once said, life is nothing but a dream, a play on the stage.
We are all actors of our life, we can be the director of our life too, issit it?
This is a christmas which i hope never comes, or should i say that i hope it'll be over in the next minute. It was a christmas that i nv looked forward too...
some one asked if the feeling had fade, i really dunno how to answer that question. i had been asking myself tat same qn, but i still can't find the answer...
Things just seem to be changing,for the better or for the worse...
i can't find myself..
i'm leaving a question mark here.. can someone fill it in for me.
i'm tired of my style of living, it's getting draggy and torturous.
Merry X'mas to all my friends, and i wish you all happy and merry always.