Thursday, October 27, 2005

2 wks of sch.

HectiC is all i can Say...
This is my Simple Plan..

LLD PBL presentation - to be completed by 16Nov.(tentative)
Research Method Project - ?? (haven't started at all yet)
Lower Limb Anatomy Practical Test - Wk 7 (must start memorising this weekend)
Physiology ICA test - Wk 8 ( just pay attention to param)
Communication Project - ?? (haven't started at all yet)

Alot of required reading to do, must find out more about orthopaedic and OT stuff to prepare for Clinicals.

Must draw up Clinical Learning Objective. Must start now. I don't know where to start. How?

Totally Lost now..

I just miss those moments.


Friday, October 14, 2005

i'm really going home this time

Time just flies... do they have wings?
Another week had passed,this sat,i'm really gng to leave on the jet plane, away frm this land of his and mine,back to the lonely island and back to my life of studying.
It's not that i hate going back to school,in fact i'm looking forward to monday when school starts,when i have to wait for another 15mins before hannah appears in front of me late again.
but i hate to leave this place(or our paradise),hate to leave him alone,hate to leave him so faraway that i can't hug him to cry again.
I just hope that my another week of stay had helped him in many ways,accompanying him to lectures and tutorial was interesting,at the same time,it exercises my brain too,so i'm not so slow and retarded when sch begins again.Accompanying him ard to search for material for his project was fun and not tiring at all.Seeing him progress in his project,and coming to a completion of his project gave myself a weird sense of achievement,which i can't describe that feeling either..it's just that weird feeling.
Although i can't stay any longer to see him thru his exams,i will still be supporting him from faraway and awaiting for him to return home to be by myside too.
My stay here had made me realised that he's a changed person now,not as optimistic as before,but overall he's become a better man.Just learnt to see this is a darker angle,maybe it's just me,coz i am not forced into such environment like he is now,so i'm not able to stand in his viewpoint at times.
This week we explored more places and even had chance to hop onto the train system of Brisbane.Thinking that it's not so backwards here,i just i was alittle wrong. All PA systems are manually operated,not pre-recorded okie,just like u are boarding a plane.Then u think the door should open on its own,but nope,u got to pull the lever of the door to get in if no one alight frm that cabin.how cool can that be... i din even noe till my fren told me abt that.

at the train station of chinatown.

I'm Going home tomorrow.bye.

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

The feeling is back.

Just as everything ''seems'' fine,and fitting in nicely again,it's almost time for us to part again.
We thought we will be able to take it lightly,but we just can't bear to part again.It's so painful..
Seeing him cry infront of me everynight pinches my heart,the pain pierces through me and blood oozed out from everywhere.That is the only thing to describe me now.
He said,'Can you don't go back?'
Although i replied practically that i Can't,but how i wish i can...
How i wish i can vanish into the thin air and surround you all the thing,watch of you and bless you.
It might have been a mistake in the first place for me to be here.Obviously,my presence had not make you become better,and worse of all,you seem to be more and more tensed up.
Since the day i'm here,i never see you smile,i only wipe your tears for you.Every trip out seems enjoyable and fun,but deep in my heart,i know jolly well that you are not enjoying yourself at all.I can't capture your smile in any photograph,not a moment in the time we spent together.Had i brought you more misery than joy?
Maybe only after i leave this place,then you can be happy and be yourself again.Maybe i had tried too hard to change who you are,but i really hate this you...
i don't know what i can do.i just hope you can talk to me and share with me your problems.I'll be leaving soon,i hope we can seize this opportunity tat we are together.
"You gotta learn to laugh, it's the way to true love."

Saturday, October 01, 2005

story bridge in Brisbane



Look at how magnificient this bridge is..it just blows me off...

Another look of the Story bridge.Somehow it just reminds me of a small london bridge.haha

Streets Beach,South Bank

This is where i wanna go later.i hope i can make it there.. hahah

Signing off.. good night