yes, i'm alone in Singapore now, He has gone to australia, If you wanna ask if i miss him, of course i do. If you wanna ask if i cried when he left, of couse i did. He was like my right hand, having him to leave me at this time, was really a challenge for both of us. We had been together for 2 years, i guess it's time god wants us to take a step back, and reflect on all our happy memories, so that we cherish each other presence. I still miss him, although it have been 4 days. Will I continue to miss him, Yes i will.Till the day i see him again. We still communicate thru msn, skype and webcam, but i guess the feeling is just different. All the help that he used to offer, all the things that we used to do together, i suddenly learnt to appreciate them, and really to think back, he had left me with many beautiful memories to reflect on. I think god for giving me this gift, he was my sunshine, providing me light and warmth. Ever since he left, the days had been long and gloomy. My life is dull and flat, i just miss him more and more as each day goes by. I cry whenever i think of him. I tot i am a strong girl, but somehow, i felt weak within me, i feel lost and empty. Maybe i still need time to adjust my life. But let me say this, if he hasn't been ard for the past 2 years,i really don't know if i can survive through my As, and do what i like today. I'll wait patiently for his return, i'll promise him to study hard, and i'll be his support. I'll make sure that he don't have to worry about me anymore. i'll be a stronger girl after this.
Now back to my studies, there seem to be continuous assignment datelines to meet, one after another, followed by test and then comes examination. Now that he's not ard me, i really need to depend alot on myself to study, i can't have him by my side when i study and prepare for exams, but he says he'll always be there when i need him. Anyway, i'm really trying to cope, and it's really very stressful. I hope i can do well, and not let anyone down(including myself).
To all my friends, whom i have been neglecting badly, I'm so sorry, but i haven't forget anyone of u.Once, i pass this exam, i'll look for all of you, and i'll spend my time with you all.I love all of you.
