1 week has past me so unknowingly.. only 1 more week to go.
always busy with project and preparing for the ICA, but doubt my ICA will be good this time round. as hard as i try to study, some things of physiology just don't go into my head. nvm, i'll try harder..
1 more month, and my dear will leave me for australia. of coz i wish him all the best in his studies over there, but i hope that he'll remember to think of me too.. but sometimes, i really wonder if i can think of him too.. that's only if i have the time i guess..
As i said, pple should be changing their views abt me gng to pursue my dreams in poly. but pple are still asking me why did i wanna go poly instead of University. haiz. i really don't know what else to say...
I have been thinking alot these days, thinking about my future, thinking about my past. Thinking of all the friends that i have not been hanging out with. Time doesn't seem to be on my side i guess.. so unknowingly, all my poly friends are in Yr 3 already.. WOW... so fast.. so furious,
i was shocked to remember that they are already graduating, and i have just started.. but i believe this is a different path, god always have his plan for all of us. I was looking thru my msn, and i say my buddy's nick, his say his is damn stress.. preparing for exams too.. but hey i just wanna say chill out man, don't be so stress out.. the more you stress, the worse you will perform okie. i mean certain stress is good, but not much!!
I was stress, but i have learn to manage it. I hope all of you will too.. writing blog really helps. heheh..
okie, i got to go now.
Take care my fRiends.
Friday, June 17, 2005
Friday, June 03, 2005
i've finally return frm mars
okie, seems to be missing in action nowadays. although sch have finally settled, and classmates are almost fixed, i guess still trying to adapt myself into this presentation and project based learning curiculum. Pple who passed that poly stage, always tell me that poly life is super easy, i guess it's not true at all ba. Or maybe i need time to adapt. Anyway, i'm now picking up driving, and hope to get my licence by early next year. Not rushing, just don't wanna waste too much time and money on this.
Next week will be the ICA week, got 2 papers only.so it's quite okie, but somehow, expectation on myself is still quite high. guess it's all the pressure that I'm receiving from my parents ba.I mean, they din particularly forbid me from pursuing my dream, but they expect me to do well in it. okie, i'll of course do my best, but what if thing does not turn out well? erm, anyway, no pain no gain, shall see how it goes ba.
On the way of our course, i lost 2 classmates. One is a close friend of mine,Yan'an and the other a nice classmate, Madaline.I guess because of family pressure and the social stigma and stares that they get, they decide to go with the norm, and continue their journey to the University.
Sometimes, i just don't understand, why pple thinks that way.
We are not here because we can't make it to the University.If fact, all of us are offered a course in University, and most importantly, OT AND PT ARE FOR A LEVEL STUDENTS ONLY. was that a clear answer to everyone out there.. so don't think that we are doing this because we can't get to anywhere.. to us, it maybe god's calling, to others it maybe a dream of making the world a better place by helping others..
Shakespears think that life is all about acting, life is a show, and our life is about playing different Role,
huihui thinks that life is just like driving on a road, especially in unfarmiliar places.
We have our MAp and Roadsigns = our parents, or sometime God.
We have our Road = the path that which we choose to take.
We do have regrets too = the U turn that we are looking for.
However, this U turns are not taken for granted,
on the way of looking for a U turn, we learn new things too..
Why do we go to unfamiliar places?
Maybe cos we have no choice, = family pressure really do make us give up our dreams and desire
maybe cos we make a wrong turn at the front,= we have not found the right path yet. not every path or road suits everyone, some pple who loses their guide, what we need next is someone to support and guide us.Sometime Pressure from the society play a major role too!!
What so difference in Studying Medicine and OT or nursing? We are still health care worker..
Why us studying in Medicine so much more high class then OT or worse, nursing.It's just that social stigma that somehow can't be eliminated from us.
Somehow i wish that one day i can delete all the social stigma, but i can just wish..
Although i don't get tat stares and questions from my family members as they do understand what i wan and how i wanna pursue it. Maybe sometime we need to talk to our "Maps", we need to understand and read them.It definitely helps in reducing tension in the family.
I hope my entry here had enlighten some1, and i hope everyone will somehow reflect on how much you understand ur map and roadsigns.
God Bless All who loves him, and those who have yet to discover him.
Next week will be the ICA week, got 2 papers only.so it's quite okie, but somehow, expectation on myself is still quite high. guess it's all the pressure that I'm receiving from my parents ba.I mean, they din particularly forbid me from pursuing my dream, but they expect me to do well in it. okie, i'll of course do my best, but what if thing does not turn out well? erm, anyway, no pain no gain, shall see how it goes ba.
On the way of our course, i lost 2 classmates. One is a close friend of mine,Yan'an and the other a nice classmate, Madaline.I guess because of family pressure and the social stigma and stares that they get, they decide to go with the norm, and continue their journey to the University.
Sometimes, i just don't understand, why pple thinks that way.
We are not here because we can't make it to the University.If fact, all of us are offered a course in University, and most importantly, OT AND PT ARE FOR A LEVEL STUDENTS ONLY. was that a clear answer to everyone out there.. so don't think that we are doing this because we can't get to anywhere.. to us, it maybe god's calling, to others it maybe a dream of making the world a better place by helping others..
Shakespears think that life is all about acting, life is a show, and our life is about playing different Role,
huihui thinks that life is just like driving on a road, especially in unfarmiliar places.
We have our MAp and Roadsigns = our parents, or sometime God.
We have our Road = the path that which we choose to take.
We do have regrets too = the U turn that we are looking for.
However, this U turns are not taken for granted,
on the way of looking for a U turn, we learn new things too..
Why do we go to unfamiliar places?
Maybe cos we have no choice, = family pressure really do make us give up our dreams and desire
maybe cos we make a wrong turn at the front,= we have not found the right path yet. not every path or road suits everyone, some pple who loses their guide, what we need next is someone to support and guide us.Sometime Pressure from the society play a major role too!!
What so difference in Studying Medicine and OT or nursing? We are still health care worker..
Why us studying in Medicine so much more high class then OT or worse, nursing.It's just that social stigma that somehow can't be eliminated from us.
Somehow i wish that one day i can delete all the social stigma, but i can just wish..
Although i don't get tat stares and questions from my family members as they do understand what i wan and how i wanna pursue it. Maybe sometime we need to talk to our "Maps", we need to understand and read them.It definitely helps in reducing tension in the family.
I hope my entry here had enlighten some1, and i hope everyone will somehow reflect on how much you understand ur map and roadsigns.
God Bless All who loves him, and those who have yet to discover him.
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